August 2008
1 post
It's Kill or be Killed
Isn’t it true, though, that no matter how hard to try there’s always someone there to bring your efforts to the floor? There are the people in this world who will build you up, and those who would just as soon shoot you. “Life sucks”; it’s a general rule that most people are going to have to get slammed in their face. “You can’t always get what you want.” Another legitimacy; but what do these...
April 2008
2 posts
Risk Project
In Advanced Drama, the class is required to come up with a risk. The idea of the project is to do this risk in the five weeks we have left in school. I missed the day that we all picked ours, so I had a while longer to think about it - but what I came up with was way exciting. Normally I’m an extremist, and love to out-go everyone else in things like that. This was something that I really...
Miserable at Best
I’m starting to feel like some sort of emo kid. I’m not, though! I’ve not once cut myself, or wanted to kill myself, but… it’s hard. I’ve been told countless times that life’s going to be hard, and I have to suck it up and deal with it on my own or don’t deal with it and let me rip me up. So far, I think I’ve gone with the second option - why?...
December 2007
1 post
High They Stand and Down They Fall
Well the musical auditions were extremely rigged in the sense that all of the kids from Advanced Drama were placed as leads. I know that they only had the auditions for the sake of getting a chorus in there. Right now, that’s not what is really bothering me. Every day I seem to get more and more hostile to those who I love, and they are not going to tolerate it very much longer. I know what...
November 2007
1 post
How Useless
I guess that I can only begin this with expressed happiness. Today, I lost my phone and was searching everywhere for it, in each and everyone of my class rooms and with all of the teachers and janitors. I came home, preparing myself to tell my dad that he would have to deactivate it and know I would be grounded for getting it lost. I sat down and munched on a snack when the phone rang and I picked...
October 2007
3 posts
The Point I can't Understand
I don’t even know what to think of how I’m feeling right now. There are about two emotions that I am able to sum up and they would be: Anger and depression. I’m worried to get close to the people that I want to, there’s always something that seems to go wrong. I tend to choose those kinds of people that end up getting hurt around me or my personality is something that...
In that Subtle Sense of Hopelessness
I’m stuck at home while my parents are attending a Halloween party for adults. The only real problem with that is that I have to watch my little brother and his friend, both of which are extremely jacked on sugar at the moment and will, most likely, be a load of trouble beyond imaginable. I figure I’ll turn on my music (mostly theme’s from horror and suspenseful movies) and scare...
Filling Spaces with Unpromising Words
Well… lets just say that today wasn’t anything exciting. My dad, brother, and I went Pawn Shopping and I simply found nothing that I was looking for; most shopping escapades turn out with similar endings. You never really expect to find something when you’re out there in this huge store filled with used merchandise and not quite sure where some of the things you’re looking...