How Useless
I guess that I can only begin this with expressed happiness. Today, I lost my phone and was searching everywhere for it, in each and everyone of my class rooms and with all of the teachers and janitors. I came home, preparing myself to tell my dad that he would have to deactivate it and know I would be grounded for getting it lost. I sat down and munched on a snack when the phone rang and I picked it up and it was my seventh grade Science 2 teacher and she said that she was searching for the owner of the phone she was calling from. I literally whooped with happiness and said that it was mine and if she would hold it for me, I would be more than grateful. Initially that’s not the only thing I can be rather happy for, because I have an excuse not to be going home right from school (you’d only understand this if you knew how sucky it was coming home).
The auditions for Once Upon a Matress are going to be happening from Wednesday to Friday! I’m hoping to get the part of Queen Agravain, so I’m very pleased for that. Initially I end up playing all of the evil roles in each and every one of my school productions so I hope this will end it on a high note for I love this musical very much. I’m not sure this had any meaning to it other than to express the fact that I had found my phone and I will not be disappearing from the planet. I guess, since I haven’t posted here in quite some time, that I could update all of you who read this on what’s been going on and why I haven’t been telling my tragic life tales.
My English class has been a load of crap ever since we got into the second week of it. It’s not that I don’t like the class but we’re swamped with homework every single night and I don’t understand how I get it all done when on top of that I have art work and Earth Systems, and Math work to do or I will fail. Failing means I don’t graduate and not graduating means I am a sad excuse for a human being (or at least to my dad, I am). My family has been a giant mess of shit ever since my dad gave my stepmom the right to punish us as needed. Of course, she cares little about how we feel or how well we’re doing in school and she simply thinks that the Earth revolves around her and her giant ego. Countless times we’ve been called worthless and pathetic, and I’ve been called some things that would not be appropriate for this… and I swear. I’ve been grounded almost every other night and have not been able to take the time to think about what I’m going to do with my year. That’s about it other than a few minor things. I’ll attempt to update this sooner.
